CONSIDER ALL THE THINGS

OK so here's the deal, I lost my alphabet sheet from the open letters c.2009-10 sooo I'm starting again=> for posterity's sake so I don't get confused, new letters= new people. EXCEPT FOR GOOD OLD O

Dear A,
I'm sorry for flipping out on you about 'us'. I tend to get intense when something confuses me. I'm not used to it, see. I appreciate that you've given me The Space to get over the whole ordeal. Or, well, to realise that there really was no ordeal to get over in the first place. Like, I tried being mad at you for hurting me, and being sad for being rejected, but then I realised both of those sentiments were pointless because a) you didn't hurt me, and b) this was MY IDEA. I just get all up in my head sometimes because, you know...that place is pretty cool (think of what it and I could accomplish if we work together?!)
The Space is confusing me though because I have no idea what you're feeling about everything, or whether you're feeling anything at all. Like, I don't know whether you're doing it for me, or if you just got bored, or if you're not conscious of avoiding me, or if you're purposely ignoring my messages or what. and I literally cannot ask you these stupid questions because you'll think I'm an obsessive psycho. I wish things could go back to how they were, or that we could just be friends because I see shit I think you'd enjoy and then don't want to say anything about it because of this whole mess.

Dear B,
I JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS. I literally can't deal with this head-messing thing that is our relationship. Like...I'm sick of being in limbo and I don't think I like you enough to be devoted to you seriously. But you're cool, and we laugh and everything is good apart from the fact that I overthink it all.

Dear C,
I know you're attracted to me. Hah.

LOVE
day